In high school and college, I wanted to be an acupuncturist. I dreamed of one day sticking needles into my clients and helping them with all kinds of physical, emotional, and mental issues. I even created my own major in college to be "Studies in Traditional Chinese Medicine."
However, something that a lot of people didn't know at the time, was that I was suffering with chronic social anxiety. It was very hard for me to be in groups, even when the other people were my friends. I was fine when it was just my boyfriend, but add others in the mix, and it was very stressful.
During college, I went to a therapist to see if that would help. It didn't. I tried herbal medications, acupuncture, Chinese herbs, biofeedback...everything except drugs. I did not want to deal with possible side effects of drugs and I thought that I could find an alternative way to help ease my anxiety.
While in acupuncture school, I realized that acupuncture couldn't help me. It was a very upsetting coming to that realization after numerous acupuncture visits with different Chinese doctors. While living in NY for the first year, in a tiny basement apartment in the Bronx, my anxiety became so overwhelming that I didn't even want to leave my apartment to go grocery shopping. It was that bad!
I started researching online something that would help me....anything. I was even psyching myself up to go to see a psychiatrist and get drugs.
One night, I came across a website talking about how hypnosis can help ease anxiety. I figured, I had nothing to lose at this point and might as well try it out. I found a hypnotist and scheduled an appointment.
Unfortunately, the first hypnotist I went to was also a therapist, and she would rather talk then hypnotize me. I went to her for two sessions, and decided she was not a good match. After looking online for another hypnotist, I found one that was kind enough to chat with me over email first (I was too afraid to call anyone).
My first session was amazing. I felt very at ease with my hypnotist and felt like I could trust her. Her office was small, but very cozy. We spent some time talking about my anxiety and then we went right into the hypnosis portion of the session. AMAZING!!! I walked out of there feeling like I was on cloud 9! I was SO relaxed! When I got home after my first session, my husband noticed the change in me right away. He couldn't believe how relaxed I was about everything. I was so excited about my upcoming sessions (I had scheduled 4 in advance).
Those four sessions changed my life. I completely eliminated my social anxiety, something that had plagued me since I was 10 years old. Hypnosis was so easy, relaxing, profound...I could go on and on. It was so amazing, that I left acupuncture school to become a Certified Hypnotist.
Three years ago, if someone had told me that I would be doing this as my career, I would have laughed at them. Life is funny like that.
Now I help others change their life by using their power of their mind to create a new reality. I no longer fear being with others, I LOVE IT!